No. I wasn’t. I haven’t been on tumblr in weeks.
my social studies teacher once told us “human beings are the most selfish of all. even when someone dies, you shed tears only because they are no more around to provide you with whatever they had been for so long”
and it has been 3 years since she said this and this is still what i think about at night
I’m going to post this because I’m hurting a lot right now and it’ll make me feel better. So, I’m really hoping this whole break up thing is kinda just a reality check to get me to move out and get on my own two feet and then you’ll come back to me. I know it won’t happen, I’m just praying that it does. I love you with every single thing my body can handle. I would die for you and you know that. I would do absolutely anything for you no matter what. You’ll always be my cutie and my pookie and my best friend. You’ll always be my someday. And I hope that happens, someday. And if you’re wondering, I was never going to leave you for going into the Navy. I can’t handle not being yours now, let alone for the rest of my life.